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its 1.30 in the dead morning and i couldnt sleep.
somehow a certain incident kept on playing inside my head. something that i should have forgotten ages ago. but here i am. writing it out from my head into my blogs hoping that i could get over it somehow. one thing for sure in the past month that short clip of what i did kept haunting me in some ways. it happened on the eve before my departure to indonesia on april 25th. a few hours before [12 hours before my check in time] me ebi mudwin dolski kokom and akang just arrived from our wicked road trip to melbourne. it was 9 pm april 24th. after droping people to flinders housing forestville and mawson lakes ebi and i headed home to blair athol. We decided not to get any sleep before morning. well since that was our last night to be spend in adelaide before i headed home and god only knows how long does it takes until we both meet again.
but it still happened though.
we fell asleep.
and when i woke up it was
7.30 in the fucking morning.
jesus christ it might sounded stupid to you but my whole life of living in adelaide i never fell asleep before going home. and now that night just before i deaparted leaving my friends and the ones i love.
especially him.
i fell asleep.
[apart from that ebi and i had our own reason. few people knows. very few.]
god sometimes i think to myself why didnt i just slept in. i might as well sleep in until noon perhaps.
shit man.
i told ebi about this and how i felt so fucking guilty after that. he said it was alright. he understood that i was tired after the road trip [he was the one whos driving for cryin out loud]. he saw that i was a bit ill and i need rest. and he didn’t want me to keep on blaming myself of what happened.
but i don’t know why i still … ALWAYS!!! … haunted by that night everytime i went to bed. how i felt that my legs turned to jelly and my head completely blank for few second when i saw the clock pointed to 7.30 in the morning and i only got an hour two hours tops in adelaide.
shit.
seems like i still couldnt forgive myself of what happened.
which caused a certain trauma of night sleep to me.Current Music: kenangan terindah - samsons |
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sumpah gue ga ngerti jalan pikiran tu orang ... |
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'mba, gue bingung deh. kenapa ya dia tuh ga pernah bilang sayang ke gue? gue mungkin emang ga butuh dia ngomong deh. mungkin yg gue butuhkan yah .. kaya More Than Words gituh deh. dia ga perlu ngomong, tapi dari perlakuan dia ke gue udah bisa bikin gue tau.'
'sedangkan cowoq orang bisa treat kita better daripada cowoq sendiri gitu?'
'bener mbak! cowoq orang lain aja bisa lebih baik ke gue. nah .. ini cowoq sendiri koq ngga bisa?'
'yah, sama lah mut ... gue juga suka heran koq kayanya Bang Anset lebih memperlakukan gue edngan baik daripada dia. bapak yang satu itu juga ga pernah cemburu. kan gue bingung.'
'ho, bapak satu itu pernah cemburu ... dia cemburu ama Oce. nah dia? cemburu juga engga mbak.'
'iya yah? yah ... eniwei, gue kadang suka mikir lho Mut. kenapa kayanya hidup gue lebih simple pas gue jomblo.'
'BENER!'
'pake hati gitu lo ngomongnya? iyah, kayanya pas gue jomblo gue bebas ngecengin siapa aja, dan ngapa2in geu juga mikirnya untuk gue doang. ga mikirin perasaannya satu orang tertentu gituh. dan kayanya lebih seru aja gitu kehidupan gue.'
'emang mba! gue juga ngerasa gitu. kayanya apa2 tuh dibawa have fun aja.'
'iyah. yah ... gue juga kadang mikir ... kalo gue ama Ebi ke sananya ga berhasil. mungkin gue ga mau in a relationship dulu kalo engga tu cowoq duluan yg komit ke gue.'
'SETUJU!!!'
bingung.
kenapa yah koq gue ngerasa gitu?
yah emang sih kadang gue bisa merasakan essence "more than words" itu di ebi, and i'm happy for it. walopun gue engga menyangkal kalo teori 'cowoq orang memperlakukan gue lebih baik daripada cowoq gue sendiri' itu juga berlaku dalam hubungan gue dan ebi.
sekarang gue house-sitting tempat Uchie dan semenjak pindahan itu, gue "diurus" sama Oce. dan sumpah gue ngerasa kaya jaman sma dimana gue jomblo dan gue bisa pergi kemana aja ama satu orang sahabat cowoq tanpa gue mikirin harus laporan ke cowoq gue, dan pas gue ngelapor dia bakal mikir apa.
gilaaaa ... gue ngerasa bener2 ngerasa "GUE" banget akhir2 ini. gue kerja di ladang stroberi dari pagi ampe sore, trus pulang ke rumah masak makanan, telpon oce suruh dia dateng buat makan malem, ngobrol sebentar trus tidur. begitu terus. kalo gue kemana2 si oce dengan senang hati nganterin. wuaaa .. bener2 berasa jaman muda dulu deh!
heheheh ...
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gue : much, lo kaget ga kemaren ketemu gue ama "..." lagi jalan bedua di randel mol?
muchay: haha ... engga kok. biasa aja. hehe. kenapa emangnya?
gue : ya engga. gue bingung aja lo kemaren tau2 nunjuk gue ama "..." bilang waa .. pasangan! bajunya pasangan!
muchay: haha, abis kebetulan gitu, lo pake jaket biru strip putih, dia pake jaket putih strip biru. emang lo masih ada filing ma dy?
gue : engga sih. "..." kan udah gue 'eksekusi' jadi abang angkat gue. hehe. yah gue hanya teringat masa lalu,much. masa2 indah nan terkutuk itu. hehehe.
muchay: kirain ... hehe ... lalu bagaimana anda dengan ebi?
gue : ya gitu deh. kemaren gue smsan ama dia koq. gue udah bodo amat deh kalo dia ketemu ama snkinya di indo.
muchay: ho gt. gue sih udah bodo amat ama snkinya edwin. hidup jd terasa lebih hidup. gw pengen blk indo pengen ketemu ian.
gue : hoh ... kangen ama ian lagi nih ceritanya?
muchay: haha ... iya ... abis dy blg klo gue blk kudu ketemu dy. haha ... ya gw mau lah ;p
gue : oh lo masih smsan ama dia yah?
muchay: iya. msh. trus dy nanya gw kangen ga ma dy. haha .. gw blg aja iya. haha. trs ... sms gt d .. ya ga penting. haha ..
gue : haha .. nah kalo elo, lo masih filing ama dia?
muchay: ya msh si. pasti ada. entah knapa dia tiba2 nanya gitu . ya jwb aja sejujurnya. makanya gue pengen pulang supaya semua clear.
gue : ya mungkin sama ya kaya gue. gue mengeksekusi anset mungkin tahap penetralan filing gue yg dulu ke dia. trus lo ama edwin gimana?
muchay: ya gitu deh. lagian gue jg mikir. gue uda 20 taun depan dan gue mesti muv on, harus nyari srius dan bukan hev fun gitu d. duh ... gue pusing. knapa gue dah 20 taon depan. jd inget joey tribbiani
gue : "why, god, why?" hahaha .. kocak tuh wah lo hebat juga dah mikir serius ya? salut. eh tapi emang edwin ga serius?
muchay: nah itu masalahnya ... engga ... huhu .. soalnya i don think my mum and others dan accept him. jd cpt ato lambat gue mesti putus. huhu ... jd bingung.
gue : hooo .. yah to be perfectly honest gue juga masih ga tau sih ama ebi mo dikemanain hubungannya. soalnya gue sih ngerasanya udah comfortable aja 'living together' sama dia. tapi gue ga bisa ngebayangin spend the rest of my life with him. [mungkin qta akan mentok di living together?
muchay: yah mungkin sama ya ama gue ama edwin, gue udah comfy living together ama dia, tapi klo spend the rest of my life with him ... er .. i don't think so. jd gimana ya?
gue : yah ... we'll see how it goes deh much.Current Mood:  tired Current Music: #1 Crush - Garbage |
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there was an accounting student commiting suicide in my campus last week.
and when i told mas ditto about this, he told me that there was also another student did suicide few years back in my very campus.
yeah, quite understandable that the study rooms in this campus are on top of the building. consider you're really fed up with all the studies and you had all the pressure in the world on your shoulders, walking out the study room and saw that railing on the fifth floor would look inviting, innit?
i've got another story here, about someone .. well, i won't mention names here.
there was someone asking me to be his girlfriend when my realationship was on the edge with eBi.
such timing he got, eh?
and i have to say that he actually made it really easy for me to turn to him at anytime.
i mean, eBi was halfly ignoring me, and this guy was a real nice to me.
but well, i decided that i've got a boyfriend, we're on the rocks, at least i could try to fix everything. so i stuck with eBi, and telling him that i've got a boyfriend and he'd better giving up on me and find another girl.
right, so time went pass.
we're alright as friends.
until recently ... one of my best friend told me that this guy actually had had a girlfriend ever since he set foot in adelaide. and they actually planned to get married here.
right ...
consider:
1. my relationship with eBi was on the edge
2. he came to me with all that a boy would do for his crush
3. i gave up on eBi and turned to him
then what's next for me? he left me for his future bride? i'm just ... how should i put it ... i'm just someone who will accompanied him until his girl arrive?
well, fuck the bollocks off, man!Current Mood:  pissed off |
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hari pertama puasa, gue berbuka puasa di restoran jepang, namanya Sumo Sushi.
waktu itu bukanya bersama eBi, Azmi, Atria, Mas Yudi, Mas Rully dan Mas Novie.
pas lagi liat2 menu ada Ebi Tempura.
langsung aja kita semua itu keluar badungnya.
Mas Novie: "eh, gue mo makan ebi aja deh nih!"
Mas Rully: "bi, dikasih murah ga nih kita kalo makan elo?"
gue: "tanya yuk, kalo kita makan ebi, trus ebinya udah bawa sendiri bayarnya boleh kurang ga?"
Mas Yudi: "iya nih, kayanya enak nih makan ebi. diisep2 gituh ... "
....
Azmi: "wahhahaah .. eLmo senyum2! pasti mikir jorok!"
Oct. 10th, 2005 @ 09:41 pm
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All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down
And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again
But I know I'm on a losing streak
'Cause I passed down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again
'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead
All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again
'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead
But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again
May. 26th, 2005 @ 12:14 pm
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apakah ini yang namanya cinta
aku lebih baik menerima satu sms singkat
daripada tidak ada kabar sama sekali
apakah ini yang namanya cinta
aku lebih baik tidak bertemu dengannya
daripada bersamanya tapi dia tidak melihatku
apakah ini yang namanya cinta
aku lebih baik dia berkata beri aku waktu sendiri
daripada dia mendiamkanku
apakah ini yang namanya cinta
aku lebih baik melihatnya berbicara dengan sahabatku
daripada dia diam saja kepadaku
apakah in yang namanya cinta
aku lebih baik dia memarahiku dan apa yang dikatakannya semua benar
daripada dia mengucapkan kata kata manis padaku dan aku tidak tahu itu benar atau tidak
apakah aku mencintainya
aku ingin mencintainya
dan aku ingin dia mencintaiku
aku berani mengatakan
dialah yang terbaik di hidupku saat ini
dialah yang membuatku bertahan
apakah aku mencintainya
aku bersedia mencintainya
lebih dari siapapun
apa itu cinta
seseorang pernah memanggilku cinta
padahal kita baru dekat malam itu
apa itu cinta
tolong beritahu aku
aku ingin mengerti cinta
May. 25th, 2005 @ 07:07 pm
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Lokasi: Bent Apartment room 4.71, AKA kamarnya Ebi
Waktu: Rebo, 27 April 2005, malem.
Hari ini, gue dan Muchay lagi main ke tempat Ebi+Edwin. gue sih abis ngerjain tugas di kampus. udah pusing benge' dah 7 jam melototin komputer! Muchay katanya mo belajar, soalnya doi Kemis pagi jam 9 ada test. jadilah dia belajar di kamar Edwin. dan gue berusaha membakar memahami brief tugas Multimedia and Webpage Design gue, yang udah sejak 2 jam yang lalu gue baca2, tapi ga ada yg nyaho. mungkin otak gue udah berubah bentuk menjadi jajaran genjang, setelah 7jam melototin komputer. Ebi lagi bercinta dengan komputer ngerjain tugas di kompienya.
capek bercinta baca brief tugas yang ga nyaho2, gue ambil ember merah buat muntah beralih ke tugas studio, dimana gue disuruh bikin wine label dari dua area di ostrali, yang namanya Coonawarra dan Margaret River. kita diharuskan mencari pelacur comparison dari dua daerah ini.
gue lagi membuat tabel perbandingan, tiba2 Ebi lompat ke tempat tidur di sebelah gue. trus dia mulai jail, baca2 SMS gue. dan kebetulan 3 sms terakhir itu dari mantan gue, Nirwan yang dengan semena2nya mengangkat diri menjadi abang gue. (gue sih ada orang yang udah deket dan mo jadi abang gue mana nolak sih?) dan Ebi itu entah kenapa bacanya kronologinya terbalik, jadi dia baca dari sms terakhir sampe sms yg pertama ...
SMS dari Nirwan: "yah! dya ngambek lg! y udah koq. co lo strait deh! dya top bgt gt loh! asal nembaknya ga lg mabok aj! heheh. daah adik!"
Ebi: siapa nih?
gue: itu mantan aku. itu loh yang kuceritain sempet kulacurin kukerjain waktu aku balik kemaren.
SMS dari Nirwan: "pantes ga ada kabar! sibux hts tnyt! Hubungan Tubuh Saja y? strait? Don't judge a book by its cover lah! gw jg mau klabing, asal musiknya slow. kan gw Padang Manis!"
Ebi: hahahah ... Hubungan Tubuh Saja! oh, dia padang jg ya?
gue: iya. tau nih, sejak sma aku selalu kesambet cowoq padang.
Ebi: cowoq Padang gitu loh!
Gue: ....
SMS dari Nirwan: "cieee! hampir gw cemburu! tp, buat apa cemburu ama gay! klabing? ih, gaul bgt lo! smg dya jd co yg 'setengah' buat lo! biar bulet jd 3!"
Ebi: knapa sih dia strait2 mulu?
Gue: oh, dia tau aku suka cowoq gay.
Ebi: trus ini apa nih maksudnya, jadi cowoq yg setengah biar bulet jadi tiga?
Gue: itu sih ... gara2 dia bacain buletin board aku. kan kalo ada pertanyan 'dah jadian brapa kali?' aku selalu jawab '2.5 kali. dua kali jadian, satu kali hts.' gitu loh. aku sih udah bilang ke dia kalo ama Ebi itu udah 1.5 sendiri kali! eh dia masih ngotot .. entahlah. ga rela kalo aku jadian lagi.
Ebi: anak mana nih dia?
Gue: anak 81 juga koq.
Ebi: engga .. kuliahnya?
Gue: oohh .. mmm .. YAI deh kalo ga salah.
Ebi: *ketawa*. YAI mana?
Gue: senen. knapa?
Ebi: Mau aku suruh ambil ember merah buat muntah temen2ku gebukin dia.
Gue: ....
Ebi: aku banyak lho temen di YAI. dia jurusan apa?
Gue: Akuntansi. ya udah gih .. suruh aja gebukin.
Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 11:09 am
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| » Catatan Harian Pelajar Bodoh |
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melalui LiveJournal gue ini gue akan membantu temen gue, my-long-lost-yet-annoying-twin-bro, Raditya Dika, untuk mempromosikan bukunya yang diterbitkan dari blognya Kambing Jantan.
buku ini menceritakan kehidupan seorang Kambing Radith semenjak sma sampai ketika dia meneruskan kulyahnya di adelaide. gue sendiri sebenernya ngikutin perkembangan blognya manusia cacat yang satu ini. jadi gue tau aja gitu loh kehidupan dia di sini.
walaupun ketika gue baca bukunya nggak ada yang baru lagi buat gue, tapi ini buku bener2 menghibur banget untuk dibaca. gue baru baca sekali. yup, BARU. ga menutup kemungkinan kalo gue akan baca lagi. bukan hanya karena Radith itu salah satu sahabat gue di sini, bukan juga karena ada nama gue (walopun cuma dua! huh!). tapi karena buku inin memang menghibur banget!
jadi buat kalian yang ada di indonesia dan mendapatkan akses mudah untuk mendapatkan bukunya Raditya Dika ini. belilah!
anda tidak akan rugi!
cari buku bersampul seperti ini ...
pesan buat Radith ... jangan keseringan coli gue akan menunggu second edition buku elo! jangan sampe lupa lagi yah naro nama gue di lembar terima kasihnya! hehehe ...
well done, bro!
semoga gue bisa mengikuti jejak lo menerbitkan buku, okeh?
Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 03:15 pm
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I was sitting at home. just woke up by a phonecall from uchie, telling me that there's gonna be a barbecue on sunday and she asked me to tell the bent gang.
then an uneasy feeling came to me. something that i know really well, 'cuz i spent almost the past two years with it, and i finally could get over it earlier this year.
i thought i could get on without the feeling for some time.
but that wasn't her plan, apparently.
what is it, God?
were You too busy, so You sent Venus and her love-child, Eros, to watch over me this year?
i can't sleep.
i can't eat.
my chest won't stop punding.
it felt like a time-bomb was planted there.
it's it, isn't it?
recognising the feeling, i turned to my poem book, and read the last poetry i have written only last year,
The Curse of Venus's Gift
is it too fast?
am i wrong?
it frightened me ...
i know he's been nothing but lovely to me, but still ... it gave me a fright.
this feeling i have for the man who stole my heart in a snap of a finger, under the very nose of another fellow who almost lead me to another mistake in my love-life.
countless time i prayed this wasn't a dream ... that the past week wasn't a dream.
why am i being such a paranoid?
i don't know. i could never say, really ...
am i happy?
yes, i am.
well, seems like, all i can do now is pray to God - hoping he's not too busy with what happened all over the world - that i could keep this feeling.
Apr. 23rd, 2005 @ 02:03 pm
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karma.
do you believe in karma?
i do. well, i always did, actually.
been there, done that ...
i never really experienced karma until one day my cousin, tyas, and i made this story - or we called it "a story from the parallel world of ours" ( we were sixteen back then, for cryin' out loud!) in that story, i've got three older brothers. and what i've got when i first arrived in adelaide?
three older male-cousins under one roof.
BANG!
umm ... hang on!
i've got worse karma! prepare yourselves to laugh your arses off ... i mean it. really. SIRIUS-ly.
sheesh, i could hear my friend, Gede, laughed in frisco. and cruiser's, then putri's, adrian's ... omiGod.
back then, when harry potter azkaban wasn't released yet, there was a talk between us about who's going to play Sirius Black and Remus Lupin. me, with all that So Mauo's FanArt of them would go for Ewan damn-i-can't-show-off-my-"light-saber"-in-children's-movie! McGregor for Lupin and Stuey Townsend for Sirius. (too bad they don't cast Americans, so i couldn't go for Johnny Depp or Aragorn Viggo Mortensen ... ).
so, when they casted Gary Oldman and David Thewlis, i was like ... "what the hell? Sirius is very good-looking! and him ... ? he's a russian terrorist, for cryin' out loud!"
well, anyway ...
that was until i watched azkaban. for the first time.
gary did a fucking good job ... as rugged sirius.
second time watching.
the scene where harry and hermione released sirius from the tower with buckbeak. that laughter ... God, i can't get it off my head for three days after that!
and the rest ... well, take a look around my blog and ... do you have to ask, really?
am i going to blabber about gary oldman and my karma?
nope, not today.
Muchay called before, saying that she got karma 'cuz of what she's having with someone today.
and i i think of it ... so am i.
back in high school, i always told my friends - who got a boy/girlfriend in the same class - to "be creative, will ya?!".
that's one ...
second, when tyas seeing this ex-boyfriend of her last year, i couldn't stop thinking, "what's wrong with that man? he just called an hour ago, and he's calling again?"
and now, i'm in this relationship with a guy who live on the same building as Muchay, whom i spent my weekends with in the past few weeks. and before IndoNite, muchay and i spend two nights at his place, giving birth to making bonnie, the cow we used for the decoration. and last weekend, muti and i spent two nights in the row at his place, again (with lana, uchie , edwin and aji).
so, technically i see him often.
and ... i really enjoy texting and receiving phonecalls from him. since i woke up this morning until now, he asked me to send the pics from empire to his e-mail.
well ... seems like i could really never win from you, could i, Venus?
i guess what they say is right. that feeling could come when you meet someone often, and feel comfortable with that person.
that's how i feel.
i feel comfortable with him.
and his name is Ebi.
ps: y'know what? writing this entry is a karma itself for me!
Apr. 20th, 2005 @ 02:41 pm
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| » don't you just like it to do your assignment and watch a movie at the same time? |
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okay, so i'm not good on giving name of an entry ... and everything else.
oh first of all, Happy B'day to my Dad on March 30th! and happy b'day to Mr. ladies-i'll-exhibit-my-well-performed-"light-saber" Ewan McGregor on March 31st!
anyway, i was doing my assignment last night, while watching JFK (yesternight, i did it while watching azkaban for the 193744522930th time). apparently, tis dvd i borrowed from the state library was a director's cut, hence the special features were awesome!
well, not really.
comparing to lord of the rings! hehehe...
well, anyway, one part that (always) caught my attention was the deleted scenes. so i browsed on that part - while cutting (accidentally, mind you) my cousin's carpet a transparency paper on the cutting mat - i found this deleted scene called "The Oswald File: Beyond The Grave (Fantasy Sequence)". this scene showing orGAZm Gary Oldman as Lee Harvey Oswald doing a monologue about Oswald's thought of the assassass ... assassssss ... assai ... assanaass ... assin ... murder of President Kennedy.
The monologue was very touching, and what really haunts me was, on the director commentary, Oliver Stone said that this scene was made because of Gary's request. Gaz said that he got this intuition about Oswald (Mr. Stone describe as, "an intuition of living the role for months of shooting."). So they made this shot of Oswald, sitting in a corner of an empty court-room.
Seems like it's showing his trial that never came, and from the way Gary spoke - as Oswald - one could get an opinion that this would be how he felt if the trial was held.
Here's the monologue:
"I thought commucnism had the answer. I thought that everybody could be equal. I was young. I was impressionable. I admired Castro, his experimentation with a country with socialism. And I admired David Ferrie, who was a man of the times. And the time was a strong political climate. And I think I got into something very sinister. Very evil. Guy Banister was a very evil man. If Banister said yuo do something, you did it because you were afraid. He said to me, 'If you ever repeat anything I have said outside of this walls, I will personally come, I will kill you. I will kill your family." My family. I love them so much. I love you, Marina. I love you, Rachel. I love you, Julie. And I am so sorry. I am so ... sorry. Jack Ruby's bullet didn't silence me. It will only made my voice louder. And I forgive you, Jack. You people of the world - you people of America have been inverstigating this tragedy for years. Let me tell you something. Lee Harvey Oswald is innocent. I didn't do it."
shit!
that final line was really made me shiver.
i read a book about oswald's biography before going back home, and it was really sad, his story. it was surprising to learn that he would be (would he?!) kill JFK in the future.
come to think of it, why did the file on this case was sealed until 2029?
Apr. 3rd, 2005 @ 02:36 pm
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| » oh my gay god! |
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I was browsing on my friends's journals, and i stopped on ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) grrliz's.
She posted this wicked gossip (Remember! this is just a GOSSIP, though you all are welcome to start praying or crossing fingers or forwarding dodgy chain-mails or whatever you like to make this certain gossip come true!) about the sequel of Pirates of the Caribbean
Guess who was in line to replace Geoffrey Rush in the movie Pirates Of The Caribbean 2: Treasure of the Lost Abyss??
him...
HIM!
Mr. Leonard Gary Oldman!
auhreabfa;srhaeiuhaei!!!!
*drooling*
...
*nosebleeds*
....
*stuck a roll of toilet paper into each nostrils*
Let's start praying, people!
*thinking of making a shrine for praying for this rumour to be true*
PS for saxsilverain and honeymantou, my friend's going home tomorrow as well, so I won't be flying solo. YAY!! And my friend, Muti will join me for the flight back to Adelaide. HORRAAAAYYYY!!!!
I'm not gonna be paranoid by myself anymore!
Nov. 11th, 2004 @ 05:29 pm
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| » Fine! Though, I was hoping for Zorg/Stansfield! But this one's enough... |
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You're Vlad, alias Prince Vlad, alias Dracula,
alias Prince Vlad Dracul, alias scary Bat Man,
alias green fog, alias lots of stuff, from Bram
Stoker's Dracula.
Nov. 8th, 2004 @ 06:09 pm
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| » DonnaKaranNewYork ad Fall 2000 *pic spam warning* |
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*drooling*
*nosebleeds*
*taken to the ICU in case of dehydration and VERY low level of blood*
( Look up for the word 'sexy' in dictionary, and you'll find these pics! )
Nov. 2nd, 2004 @ 03:39 pm
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| » Slash virus is contagious! |
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yes, it is!
take a look at my friend, Muti.
when we first hung out, she claimed that she'd rather to see a lesbian couple than a homo (and she's a, well, SHE!) and few weeks back, i lend her my Ghost! manga, it's a shonen-ai manga, a great read for you who love yaoi/slash.
and yesterday, when we stayed at our friends's place, the onlny thing she could talk about was that comic! about the gay love triangle between the characters in it! and when we went to the computer barn on the next day, she spent, like, four hours browsing for "yaoi", from deviantART, google, yahoo to friendster!
everytime she found a picture, she'd giggle and saving it (she overloaded her usb stick with pictures of kenshin/sanosuke and other yaoi couples)
so beware, my friends, for slash virus is contagious!
Nov. 1st, 2004 @ 08:09 pm
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| » I'm Screwed! |
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Somehow I've got Fifth Element's line kept on playing in my ear since this morning.
Y'know, that riddikulus riddiculous line between Jean-Baptise Emmanuel Zorg and Agnog (or whoever his name is) and between Leeloo and Cornelius.
Zorg: This case...this case is empty.
LeeLoo: Hahahahah.
Cornelius: Empty? What do you mean empty?
Zorg: Empty as the opposite of full. Anybody care to explain?
LeeLoo: *explaining with her ancient lingo*
Oct. 29th, 2004 @ 06:07 pm
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| » batallah puasaku... |
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hari rabu.
cuaca dingin nan mendung.
keadaan lapar dan puyeng gara2 mantengin monitor di kala ngeliatin foto bokep orlando ama viggo ngerjain tugas sambil browsing internet.
tahan deh setengah jam lagi koq bukanya...
tiba2 kebelet pipis, ke wc deh.
sampe wc...
ANJRIT! GUE DAPET!
Oct. 28th, 2004 @ 03:31 pm
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| » I Want Justice! |
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My lecturer, Stuey, didn’t come today (he already missed three sessions, we should fail him), so everyone from my class was split into classes. I’ve got Rose’s class.
When I walked in to her class, I was quite surprise to find... Filip, Goran and James were in her class! What the...?! Who did the class splitting in the beginning of the semester? Why all my ex-fancy guys the HOT guys were in Rose’s class, for cryin’ out loud?
Oct. 27th, 2004 @ 12:35 am
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