urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:colleen_lupe_b siriuslyELMO siriuslyELMO 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:colleen_lupe_b:105325 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z there was an accounting student commiting suicide in my campus last week.<br />and when i told mas ditto about this, he told me that there was also another student did suicide few years back in my very campus.<br /><br />yeah, quite understandable that the study rooms in this campus are on top of the building. consider you're really fed up with all the studies and you had all the pressure in the world on your shoulders, walking out the study room and saw that railing on the fifth floor would look inviting, innit?<br /><br />i've got another story here, about someone .. well, i won't mention names here.<br />there was someone asking me to be his girlfriend when my realationship was on the edge with eBi.<br />such timing he got, eh?<br /><br />and i have to say that he actually made it really easy for me to turn to him at anytime. <br />i mean, eBi was halfly ignoring me, and this guy was a real nice to me.<br /><br />but well, i decided that i've got a boyfriend, we're on the rocks, at least i could try to fix everything. so i stuck with eBi, and telling him that i've got a boyfriend and he'd better giving up on me and find another girl.<br /><br />right, so time went pass.<br />we're alright as friends.<br /><br />until recently ... one of my best friend told me that this guy actually had had a girlfriend ever since he set foot in adelaide. and they actually planned to get married here.<br />right ... <br /><br />consider:<br /><br />1. my relationship with eBi was on the edge<br />2. he came to me with all that a boy would do for his crush<br />3. i gave up on eBi and turned to him<br /><br />then what's next for me? he left me for his future bride? i'm just ... how should i put it ... i'm just someone who will accompanied him until his girl arrive?<br />well, fuck the bollocks off, man!